Dear all,

Yet another day of almost absolute bordom - haha well not really, but it wasnt interesting. Spent most of the day couped up in my study going over my finance notes and guess what folks I still know nothing... Tomorrow is going to kill me - Least I know by this time tomorrow it will all be over.

I had an incident with the bathroom door last night, for some strange reason it was closed and when you are still up at 3 and had spent the last few hours going over your books you don't really pay attention to what's in front of you and bam straight into the door I went. Now this wouldn't have been half as painful had I used my arms to navigate or had turned on the lights - but I assumed the door to be open. I think I woke the rest of the house with my little run in. Sigh - it hasn't been a good couple of days.

This morning I woke up without realising the house was empty - I don't think I would have woken if not for the natural alarm clock that is the sun that burns my face every time I stay in bed till 9 am. Lucky for me as I needed to do lots of study!!

I had a read over some stuff I wrote when I was in year 12 - so many things happened in the space of two months - it was hectic and stressful - I'm still in amazement of how I pulled through. I had so much pressure on myself to do well and now? Its still the same - I guess I have this belief that if I'm going to do something I might as well do it good. I think I'm a bit of a work-a-holic, which isn't exactly the best thing to be but hey... I kinda got emotional reading what I wrote - Brough back memories and feelings, I was lucky enough to have some really special people in my life back then who managed to keep me sane. I don't quite know if I had thanked them but for the record - You mean so much more to me than you could possibly know - thank you for holding me, supporting me and for giving me courage and strenght to face each day - thanks for putting up with my crap and showing me that there was some good and that there was more to life than what I though.

This is supposed to be a rather short post as I have to get back to my exam study... but just quickly some admin points:
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Take care and good luck for exams all of you who havent yet completed them
Yours
Puffaloonie :D

if you want me, you can find me
left of the center off of the strip
in the outskirts,in the fringers
in the corner out of the grip
when they ask me "what are you looking at?"
i always answer "nothing much"
i think they know that, i'm looking at them
i think they think, i must be out of touch
but i'm only,in the outskirts
and in the fringers, on the edge
and off the avenue,and if you want me
you can find me, left of the center
wondering about you
i think that somehow
somewhere inside of us, we must bw similar
if not the same, so i continue
to be wanting you, left of the center agains the train

~ Susan Vega - left of center~

Dear all,

No I am not a rampet drunkard, but red red wine seems to be the most appealing song at the moment. Its been a pretty full on day, with an exam this morning and a night full of study.

The exam today was for foundations of IR which I only needed 10% from the exam to pass the unit... I guess its called hard work all through out the semester, but anyway I was a pretty alright exam ... if you studied... which I kinda neglected to do. Don't get me wrong I am not a slacker but I just could not get motivated. IR for me is one of those minimal effort maximum output type units and I had something to write for in each section so hopefully I did Ok.. But one never knows after moderation and scaling. This would be my 4th exam which leaves me with one more to comtemplate.. the dreaded ITF (Intro to finance)- or for me Intro To Failing. Honestly I wonder WHY am I even trying to do finance?? It's my worse unit and its the one I placed the most effort in. I actually stayed up-to-date and even then I went to all the lectures and did all the tutes.. although there was an ulterior motive there.... which I must say has been sidetracked and killed - I've given up hope on that situation guys!!
So what to do? Put in a hard day and nights worth of study I suppose..... but even then will I be able to bounce back and do well??

Overall though I have to say I've been more relaxed about these exams - even with the taxing timetable and the lack of sleep I've been having as well as bad skin and lack of motivation. I think I'm more prepared + I haven't needed super marks to pass any of my units - which is a godsend!
OK so enough about ms academic.... other stuff

The looming holiday period or lack there of.... I think I'm more stressed about how I'm gonna fit everything in as well as get a goods night rest. The 24th of June - the last day of exams for everyone... and its going to kill me. Its one of my closest uni friends birthdays, one of my closest guy friends birthday, an ol school mates birthday and my friend is leaving and having a going away party. Why is it that every weekend of the semester when I'm free ( as yes there are times when I'm free) no one plans to do anything and as soon as exams come around I have to decide between all my friends??? HOW IS THIS FAIR??? the problem is I've already said I'll go to my friends going away party because she invited me before anyone else and now I honestly dont know what to do. The going away party is such a small group and I would love to make an apperance at all 4 places but I can't drive... (which is on the to do list for the holidays - as well as catch up with everyone)

I cant choose what I should or even want to do, because either way I know I'll disappoint someone. So don't kill me if I have to make hard choices.

In other news my head hurts because I've been thinking too much and for some strange reason I cant sleep.. brain keeps tick tick ticking so instead of getting my 4-5 hours of sleep I end up with even less. Maybe I need some of that red wine??

Anyways I think I've rambled enough for one night - man its good to have a blog again.. only this time people know about it so I cant express my feelings as openly.. but thats all part of the price huh??

Thats it from me,
Yours,
Puffaloonie


Red, red wine
Goes to my head
Makes me forget that I
Still need you so

Red, red wine
It`s up to you
All I can do, I`ve done
memories won`t go
memories won`t go

I have sworn that with time
Thoughts of you would leave my head
I was wrong now I find
Just one thing makes me forget
~ UB40 - Red Red Wine~

Hey everyone.....

Yet again, I am back into the blogging world - actually this is just a means of procrastionation....

Those of you who knew about my old blog... welcome back to my life, I hope you enjoy the little happenings, my murmers and my quirks. For those new comers, welcome to my life, and my world and for those of you who knew I had a blog but never ventured into my little world welcome.

I should be studying right about now.. but I decided to set this all up instead, something bout excellent time management.

For now I just wanna say hi and thanks for popin by.... and enjoy the journey that is my live.

Yours,
Puffy

Hey They feels like we've having
The time of our lives
Let's light the fire, find the pain
Let's come together as one inside
'Cause it feels like we've having
The time of our lives
We'll find the glory 
All that we are, for all that we are
For the time of our lives
~ Il Divo ft Toni Braxton - Time of our lives~
Fifa world cup anthem